Opps...submited by mistake. If I continue to DB while I figure things out, am I sending mixed messages if I later decide I can get past affair? For DB I am GAL and for my 180 I'm trying to be be more present in H's life. Before my resentments toward him and life, I pulled away. However, I worry that my 180 would be leading him on while I'm still not 100% sure. The one benefit is that we are becoming good friends. Something that we had lost. So maybe that is something, even if I can't think romantically about him. My other question; for those who went through affairs, how do you get the "ick" factor when you think of H touching you. For those who had affairs, what is going through your head with all the lies, your children and what is it about OW? Do you not think about the fall out when it comes out?
Me-36 H-37 D11 S8 S6 M9 T19 ILYNILWY 11/10 discover EA 02/11 discover EA is really PA/H moved out 03/11 H wants to go to counselling,piecing 12/11 Find out still OW(plural), I'm officially done/detached 04/12
