Telemark-you always seem to know what to say to cheer me up, and I appreciate that, my friend.
While I was out walking with a friend last night, I was telling her that the first half of 2011 has really sucked for me, but I am hopeful that the 2nd half will be better. It has to be. In ways, I feel like it is turning around a bit for me. The changes that have been made on my behalf have been great, and I am so proud of how far I've come.
My best friend keeps telling me that I need to let go, file for divorce, and move on. I can't explain it, but I just can't do that right now. When/if I file for D it will be because I no longer want to continue in the M, and not because the uncertainty is sometimes (well a lot of the time) too much to bear.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
