Judging by the definition. I do not think I am piecing anymore. Im in some weird holding pattern.
My W made it clear that she doesn't want to work on things now. OTOH, she's not moving backward- although it feels like it.
She doesn't want to do MC now, but hasn't ruled it out. She keeps waitng for me to move out to do anything to do basically anything. I don't understand it really. For so long she seemed willing to work. Now nothing.
I am heartbroken. I guess I thought that by being away for a week would make her reconsider the "move out". It didn't. If anything it reaffirmed her decision. Its been a month+ since the phone incident. Despite my best efforts not much has changed.
I am doubting and just wanna quit. Give up. Not be in this siruation in any way.
I dont want anyone except my W. But thats not likely to happen soon.
Even 25 has given up on me.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.
