IF I may...and...wait no ones going to stop me unless you stop reading.
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Will it be tomorrow? a week? a month? 3 months? a year? longer? Who knows and nobody can tell.
This way of thinking is determental.
When you were dating her you didn't think like this. You enjoyed ever minute you were together, and looked forward to the next time.
You're going to tell me its different this time.
You are right.
Before you were filled with hope, now its doubt.
As for feeling cruddy about what you are posting? Don't. Do not, what you are going through is tougher than most can imagine, you hit the nail on the head, with your thoughts about it.
Anything worth having takes time and effort.
I can tell you X, that I do not regret any of this for what I have now. It was all worth it.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
