But even if am so predictable one they dont know is that me accepting her back is not un-conditional. As i said both of us messed up here and i have owned my part sincerely. She has not. If i go back into this relationship with her being the same way, I am sure i'll end up here again. And honestly i dont think i have any more strength left me to deal with it again. So if we can both agree that each had our part in this mess and agree that we will work hard toward our relationship with no more blaming or finger-pointing, then yes, there could be a future for us. Otherwise I really don't want to get back on that boat again.
Good for you for recognizing that, MyK. I think that's the only way to be successful if there were to be a R.
