Today has been a non-eventful day - haven't heard from W since she picked up her Cat on saturday morning, and I don't expect I will hear from her again anytime soon. Avoidance being her coping mechanism of choice, the likelihood of her trying to communicate w/ me is slim under these circumstances.
Talked with my IC for a while today and she thinks that I am by and large doing very well. She emphasized how its important for me to not let myself 'wait around' for W before I start to make changes for myself. I couldn't agree more and she gave me some good ideas about what I could look at doing more of to have fun (fun? whats that?) and stay open to whats going on in my life inside and outside of me.
Still unsure about if I should query about the apology thing - IC seems to think that I would probably just be setting myself up for more of the same, and that if W sincerely wishes to apologize, she will do it when she can.
Time to go be around people!
M: 32 W: 29 T: 9 Years M: 4 Years I hit rock bottom: 2/11 PA admitted: 4/11 WAW: 5/11 D filed: 6/11 now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.