The big punch - Redux

[Redo]

LP, yea to be clear. I am assuming they know this about me. My wife's family knows me very well. They also know how much i begged and cried after she broke the news.

I'd love to convert that situation to "They think they know that i'd wait but who knows...."

Who knows...with all this mess happening i am actually beginning to like my freedom nowadays

But even if am so predictable one they dont know is that me accepting her back is not un-conditional. As i said both of us messed up here and i have owned my part sincerely. She has not. If i go back into this relationship with her being the same way, I am sure i'll end up here again. And honestly i dont think i have any more strength left me to deal with it again. So if we can both agree that each had our part in this mess and agree that we will work hard toward our relationship with no more blaming or finger-pointing, then yes, there could be a future for us. Otherwise I really don't want to get back on that boat again.