I grew up with some craziness and was one of 9 kids. Never had one on one time with my mom that I can recall. Literally.
My dad was a raging alcoholic although in his way he loved me. Yes there were violent times but... that is that.
I have siblings that I'm close to and that helps. And I have friends that mean the world to me.
Someday if you have a child, you'll create a very different world.
I attended a workshop called Essential Experience that changed my life. (I don't get a commission for saying this but yes, I highly recommend it if you can do it. You could use it as you are ripe for growth and change if shown how).
A question I recall being asked when it came to my childhood pain was
"Can you celebrate what you have now and how different it is?"
and the answer to that BECAME..."Yes"...
you can have that as well.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
