One foot out the door, the other on a rug....

[luvmyhubby]

So this weekend was interesting.. On Thursday night i came home and he was there with the kids. I noticed email up and glanced at the computer and my H closed it quickly. He finally left and after my workout i checked the pc just to see what was so important. I noticed he had left up his orbitz account and he had booked rooms in another city for him and his new guy friend.
He was supposed to take care of the dogs for me this weekend and when i got home he hadnt. I didnt mention it at all. Ill just make other arrangements next time.. He also had all of his business stuff sent to his new address even though everything is at our house. This upset me a bit but I got over it after asking him to please inform me of large changes like that.

When I got home his truck had broken down when he went to get the kids from his mom. I had to drive into get them and I was chipper and happy to do so. Our D5 was having earaches and when i arrived I asked if he thought she needed to go to the Dr? He snapped and said he hadnt had a chance to look at her.

Then he asked me to help him for a minute with his truck but it didnt fix anything. He was angry and when I asked what he would like to do about tomorrow (he normally gets the kids in the am) he snapped my head off. He said he would let me know once he knew something. I just smiled and told him thanks for the information and good luck with his truck.

I didnt bother him again i worked out how I would handle the kids the next morning. He did text me about 5am and said he couldnt get them it was still not working and I just thanked him for letting me know.

So it seems he was mad before I got there at his truck of course. Im sure he blamed that on me just like the rest of his rotten life.... His truck has been messing up for a while and the last time he had a huge problem with it.. I found the resolution on the internet to his problem and our mechanic implemented it and it worked. This time im standing back and letting him feel it..

I caught him staring at me while loading the kids in my truck. I have lost a lot of weight and it is pretty obvious but I just ignored him. Im starting a stong workout program with a coach in hopes to get in the best shape of my life. The stress from all of this caused me to drop about 30lbs so far now i just need to tone and lose some more.

So something else to focus on and make me feel better and look even better!