Long agonizing month? Um yep. Actually November, December, January, April, May and June have ALL been long and very agonizing. I think that I'd be in a straight jacket if I hadn't had somewhat of a reprieve in February and March.

When I first came this site, I read that this is a roller coaster... that is the ABSOLUTE truth. Worst roller coaster I have ever been on for sure.

I'm GALing okay... I usually go out once on the weekends... been working out almost every day... my job, working in the yard and spending time with my dogs takes up the rest of my time.

The problem with all of it is that it all seems so empty... pointless... not sure how to describe my feelings.

It keeps me busy enough though.

Thanks for your words of encouragement Sunny!

Denver


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce