Wine tasting was a ton of fun. So many single women of all ages. Beautiful countryside. Man, there was a girl 20 years younger than me. Stared me down straight up. Must have beem for 30 seconds straight. Bought her a couple of flights of wine, sent her on her way buzzed off her a$$. Good fun, and hopefullhy more to come. Came home im time to make sure the kids had dinner (it was mom's night / week for that), but she cannot be counted on.
One day soon, I will act upon that action. Sorry but not today. Today was about just getting out here and enjoying my friends and their company. But still, it's just the possibility of a future. I hate living in the past. That's why I've never been able to look at family albums without feelng sad.
I will get beyond this. We both deserve at least that amd definitely more. I wil get there and have fun at the same time. I will.
