74 Days - Who Knows?

[Denver_2010]

Thanks Talk and Starsky. No way to verify Starsky. The show on Friday is out of town. I just have to put it out of my mind and trust her I think.

Denver

ya think??? How about asking if YOU can go? (Then recall that you can't b/c of stupid trial if you really cannot go.)

Aspen is beautiful at this time of year.

If this isn't plausible then just get a grip buddy...you can do this.

Shelve the pain temporarily & stop the obsessing...even if you do it one day at a time...it works.

And if you "trust" her and she betrays you anyhow-

at least you'll know YOU did not cause it
or trigger it or blow it with your insecurites.

I don't want to ask her if I can go bc of the whole giving her the month of June to herself thing. Besides, my daughter gets into town on Friday (the day of her Aspen show). W is driving back on Saturday and will be picking SS up at the airport (he's returning from visiting his dad). It's just a crazy couple of days. If I ask if I can go, she will see right through it... that it is just me being insecure and not trusting her.

Sometimes you act like this should be easy 25. I'm trying to get a grip and stop obsessing... but it is so much easier said than done.

Thanks for the kick in the pants though 25.

Denver