I know completely what you mean by "walking around numb". I also get how negative and depressing one feels after a great family interaction. It's that damn sence of hope and expectations creeping in.
Hope the wine tasting was good !!
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09