World, Thanks for the reply and for checking out my situation. Yep, I go through many of the same feelings you go through.
Yes, unfortunatly I do have years of this to look forward to. I find that the situation is actually getting worse. Now my X MIL is getting friendly with me again. My XW's family is starting to come around. They just think the situation is all ok and to just make the best of it. I am not there yet at all. Maybe someday when I am with someone else I can be friends but I just don't want that now.
My X and her family also avoid confrontations. They all just think everyone is ok and all will be fine.
The more pleasant they all are to me the more I get resentful. I just want to scream out "it's not ok".!
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09