Journaling...

My wife and I talked quite a bit yesterday. We actually ended up talking till about 1 am. She would text me and I would sometimes reply back. She text me once and if I never said anything about 30 minutes later she would text again. We ended up talking off and on till about 1am. Not real sure why. First time she's actually text me that much since we got separated. Just trying to not make anything of it though. She seems really happy there and with her new "freedom"

I know she said she is going to be busy today. Her brother and her are going to be cleaning house today. She did though say her and her brother would probably be over at some point today.

I know when they talk to landlord this weekend that if the landlord agrees to let them stay they will be locked into a 1 year lease. Her brother will be pretty upset if for some reason she moved out. I know that is one thing she doesn't want to happen.

They were drinking last night after her brother got back from his dinner date with his wife. Which she barely drank anything. She said she only drank two "girly" drinks.

It's kind of odd to me. My FIL died two months after we got married. One of the things he asked me prior was to always take care of his daughter. He still sits on my bookshelf. I apologized to him last night asking him to relieve me of the burden of taking care of her because right now I can't do it. I didn't really expect to feel any different but I felt like I owed him an apology for not being able to do so. They weren't close which is one of the regrets she has. Her parents divorced when she was little but always remained friends.

I went for my jog at the park this morning. Got back showered and could hear the geese in full swing in the pond behind my apartment. So I grabbed a few slices of bread to go back there and feed. Gees that makes me sound old lol ...Anyways I walked to the backside of the pond to feed them and behind the bushes what do I see? Two teenagers who didn't waste anytime in the day to have sex. Could have at least put a blanket down for the poor girl. I coughed loudly and they scurried off. As much as I did not want to see that I couldn't help but be a little envious. I remember the days of being so young and carefree before you feel the sting of love's kiss.

I was browsing around on the internet a few minutes ago and came across a quote I want to get tattooed on me Life Is Just A Dream On The Way To Death I'm a tattoo nut I'm covered in them. Trouble is finding someplace to put it once I have the money.