4 months........

[~¤DG¤~]

It does feel good. I always have my H in the back of my mind though, but I think that is normal.

I have been "dark" from H for 4 days now. Some moments I find it difficult, while others it doesn't seem to bother me as much. Maybe if he were trying to contact me that would be a different story.
I miss him terribly, but I know I need to do this if I am ever going to get used to life without him.