74 Days - Who Knows?

[Denver_2010]

So you guys all see why I am having a difficult time being light about the situation with my wife.

Still trying.

Brief update...

I haven't spoken with my W since Wednesday night (my last update). She has been with her girlfriend down in southern Colorado. She did have a show down in that same area. No indication or evidence that OM was on that show... but no proof otherwise either.

W will drive back up to Denver tomorrow.... has another show here tomorrow night and then flies out to Philly to visit another girlfriend on Monday morning.

She will be back in town on Thursday. Then she drives to a show that she has in Aspen next Friday night. One that I'm a little more concerned about because it is a bigger show. More of a chance that OM will be on it than the one that she has tonight.

Not sure if I should ask her if OM is on the show in Aspen or not. I think that asking her makes me look insecure (which I am). And even if she tells me that he is on the show, if she knows, what can I do about it??

I hate feeling like this... not trusting someone that I have always trusted so much... and feeling insecure when I am not used to feeling that way...

Denver