In other GAL news: I've been praying, studying the bible, trying to work on my extreme anxiety and trying to pull myself out of this horrible slump and fear for the future.
Prayer and Bible study is your spiritual food. You need it during this time, for sure.
Have you been able to get out of the house and be with friends, go to the mall, get involved in church or community activities?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!