Shannon - I've only just noticed your posts.. I am so sorry you are going through this... nobody deserves that. You seem so strong though (although I'm sure you probably don't feel it). You definitely have to do what feels right in your gut... Unfortunately my gut keeps changing its mind. I want to be so angry with him b/c someone I think that will make it easier for me. I don't know whats worse, being more angry, or feeling more hurt. I guess its 6 one way, half a dozen the other. Obviously we probably all feel angry and hurt all at the same time. I just wish I could be MORE angry. I dont know why. Anyways, I will be thinking of you always, and wishing you happiness. Your children need you, and regardless of what the future holds, they will know you love them more than anything in the world - certainly more than you could ever love H. At least thats what I'm hoping for..
