Yes, I've created a poop-sandwich....again. My pride is getting in the way. Whenever I;m questioned, I instatntly feel like "who the ##$&%#&@ are you to question me"; "I worked hard when I was away on business" or, I think "that was a stupid thing to ask".
I always forget that I have been unfaithful and unsupportive, and that the effects of verbal and psycological abuse are cumulative.
Thanks again. I have to eat supper now. Will write later.
