Yes, yesterday was very uncomfortable; I don't sleep properly when I'm at odds with my W. Lying awake at 4AM, looking at my W and knowing that I've just put our relationship in reverse, again, is becoming an all to common feeling that drains us both.
This morning my W said that she appreciates the things I do for her, like working in the store, etc, but want she really wants is someone that makes her feel loved and does the things that she couldn't otherwise pay someone to do i.e. cleaning, etc (does that make sense).
Regardless, staying in our apartment is not something I want, but I'll go if it makes my W feel better and improves the survivability of our relationship.
