Yesterday was a bit uncomfortable, but no more damage done. We talked a bit this morning about H possibly moving into the vacant apt for the month of July - if only to prevent more damage. It was the thought I woke up with this morning. We have to list it in August if we want to attract students starting sch in Sept. It's a thought. I'm not sure how I feel about it.
We worked well together in the shop, and had an amazing day. Saturdays have a party vibe so it's hard not to have fun.
Shop assistant and I decided to do 20's theme, and we were pretty awesome. H told me quite a few times how good I looked.
He feels pretty bad. I told him this morning that I don't want to hear "sorry", excuses, or self-defeating remarks. I told him I will not punish him - I think he wants that, thinking it will make him feel better. So that doesn't leave much for him to do, but dig deep, reflect, and hopefully gain insight.
He is not catholic, I am not a priest, and I cannot grant him absolution. He needs to figure this out inside.
I'm exhausted. I need to watch a funny movie. Hopefully I'll make more sense in the morning...
