Well just took my wife back to her brother's. I let her borrow the car and she went and did a little shopping and picked herself up some groceries. I let her do that while I stayed here of course. Then we went out and got something to eat. Her idea. She stayed here a little while and we watched part of a movie before she decided she wanted to go home and lay down to watch some TV.
She talked about the bills over there. I worry if she will actually be able to keep up with them considering she had a hard time with what little bit of bills I gave her here to take care of and now it's a couple hundred dollars more over there. She seems pretty happy though.
We had no R or D talk at all. I acted happy during the time that she was here while inside dreaded having to take her back to her brothers. It does kind of bother me that she acts like there is nothing going on between us at all. It just really makes me wonder if she really cares at all. Which is a really odd feeling the few times that I go over there knocking on the door or when her brother brings her over and they knock on my door.
On the way to take her home she needed to stop by Wal-Mart again to get a new pillow because she said her's was flat. We walked by a display case of pillow for Transformers. She mentioned that we should go see Transformers 3 not next weekend but the weekend after. Not going to hold my breathe on it though. Got her back to her brothers and helped her carry her bags in. I probably could have stayed and hung out over there and wanted to but decided I should probably take off and let her do her own thing. She gave me a long hug and a quick kiss and I took off.
She said they have a meeting with their landlord on the 2nd about whether or not they can stay. She said if the landlord lets them stay with the addition of two more people (the guy and his gf) that the landlord will raise the rent $20 per person and they will be locked into the lease for a year.
The behaviors are kind of confusing to me. Old behaviors that seem commonplace when your around them. Like I was putting on my shoes and she came and slapped me on the butt. Or a hug and a kiss. Sure it can all be seen as just a friendly thing and I'm trying to view it that way but still it's confusing.
