Tough morning thinking about w. At times I feel she's gone dark on me and maybe she has. Nedd to keep it up for me. Roller coaster, man. Although I feel much better since GALing, thoughts do creep back in like most of us here can relate to.
Very hard communicating with this imposter who has invaded my once, extremely, devoted, loving and GIVING W. She thinks this is the real her now, but it isnt't--but is now! And I do not like it. She has to go on her path and me on mine. Need perseverance and courage to move ahead every day. Why wait I keep telling myself.
