Woke up at 4 AM. Tearful. It hit me like bricks that the love, security, and safety I believed I had in my marriage was a lie. Yes, yes it was a lie. I realized as I stared up that my feelings for H aren't the same. Sure, we're more connected, H feels more in love. I don't. I do love him, but not in the same way. I just don't know what to do with that.
M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29 S 22,21, 19 Bomb 4/10 It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013 We all have work to do
The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.
