Hey Bea, I hear ya. We do all walk this journey in our own way.

I have always tried to do what I felt was the right thing. I tried to be true to myself and follow my moral compass. I tried to act with dignity and honor and prayed often for God's guidance.

I feel strongly that everything happens for a reason. And I feel that people come into our lives when we need them to.

I do not know where this will lead with my friend. And I do not rule out anything regarding my xh.

I am just trying to live my life in the best way I know how.

It is with an open mind and heart that I continue on this journey.

I know that I can honestly say that I do all I could to save my marriage. But, in the end, it does have to be two people who try.

I continue to pray for my xh. I hope he finds peace and happiness.

And I am still trying to find my way through all of my struggles.

So for today, I have a friend who cares about me and makes me smile.

No one knows what the future holds.

I just pray that mine has a little peace, happiness and laughter in it.