Il's have been around and just had a chat really, they wanted to see how I was.
Commented that I looked well, and discussed the GAL activities I have been doing with the kids, which they already knew about bowling. I said about the games night with pizza and other things we now do as well.
Discussed washing and ironing so they can see I am managing very well, and the house was spotless.
Not too much talk about W, MIL said she is very sad and that W is 39 so they feel they shouldn't have to try and tell W things. MIL again said that W hardly calls her now, when W used to call at least once a day. MIL said they do not think W is happy, but know what she is like and trys to show the opposite. I didn't say anything about getting back together or what W or I need to do. I did say however that if W lets her pride and stubborness dictate her happiness and what she wants out of life then that is up to her, we can not help her, W needs to figure things out for herself, she is on her own journey.
Had a long chat with D14 last night as she found my dr book, so I explained what it was about and what I am trying to do. D14 was really pleased and told me some new stuff about W. D 14 said W has been getting up at different times late in the night (2,3,4 oclock in the morning) and either watching TV or having a cigerette. D14 also said she had found W crying a couple of times at about 5am. This makes me sad as this is the first she has shown any emotion to anyone. I want to try and reach out, but know I shouldn't.
W called me yesterday lunchtime, but I didn't answer. I sent her a text this morning just saying that I missed her call, been busy, hope she was well and catch up tomorrow (when W drops kids off)
Me - 37 W - 38 D - 14 S - 12 Together - 16 Married - 12 Bomb - April 13, 2011 W moved out - May 13, 2011
The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more
