I understand the feeling DG, 2am (almost 3) and I'm not sleeping either. Ugh.

I beat myself up too, but through all of this I finally learned how to forgive myself and move on from my mistakes. Not sure if W knows how to do that yet.

You are a wonderful person DG, as am I. It's really a shame our respective S don't know that!

Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011