Saw your post on my thread and I'm just caught up. Unfurtanetely I left my laptop charger at home and I'm out of battery so I'm typing on my phone.
It looks like 25 and others are giving you some good advice but I have made a note to go back and post on your thread when I get home Sunday night.
The things I would like to share I will like to do on a computer and not on an iPhone.
The pain is very real and very raw and I'm so very sorry you have ended up here but glad at the same time, no place better.
Shock...........It will fade and eventually go away but it will take time you have been with your husband almost 3 times longer than I was with my X and sometimes I still feel the shock. No quick fixes here and no easy roads but it is worth every step, that I promise.
I'll be back Sunday and promise to post some thoughts I have on this.
