you are not moving forward...you are walking in place
you are so obviously spending your life WAITING and waiting and for what??
What are you waiting for?
He is not coming back to a woman who casts stones at OW for 'living in sin" (as if your H isn't...she's not married HE IS)
and brings nothing to the table.
Rys, you deserve more in life than what you are getting
but you are not putting forth effort.
It's okay to need medication. It's okay to get help. It's NOT okay to sit and wait and
simply HOPE your son's education is taken care of and that your marital assets will
still be there when you can no longer work.
How are you surviving financially?
I'd be so worried if I had to depend on a man sending me a check, when that same man
is living with OW and hasn't paid taxes and asks about your life insurance
and son's college fund....
how can you do nothing?
except for not drinking, you are doing what your mother did when her h left
she may have passed on some bad habits to you
but what you are you passing onto your son?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
