Not mean. I get it. Just venting I guess.

I am scared to see or hear of H's rock bottom. He is doing things the man never seemed capapble of right now. How much worse does it have to get? I probably don't want to know.

I really am feeling like this is too big of a mountain right now. I guess I am discouraged.

I am working on my issues. Learning to forgive but gee its no longer cause he yelled at me or belittled me now I have to work on forgiving him for OW. How did it get here??!

Somewhere on here I read when its MLC - its not us the LBS - its them and their journey but that I have see how I contrubuted to demise of the m. Well to me that is confusing. Which is it?