I've had inquiries about my "availability" from others. Even with my ring on, word travels, I suppose. Noticing a lot more attention from women--must be the PMA or my dashing looks:) Just weird, you know? Been with W since '98. Even today at D event, saw women whispering and then glance over and give a thumbs up. I pretended not to notice, wow..is this a sign of things to come? I want my marriage back and not seeing the kids daily is brutal.

So confused. I feel if I take someone up on an offer it will close the door for good on our marriage, but then again, with w ring off sends signals that she's on the market. Sooo not like her. This imposter who now resides in her, anything is possible.


Me: 38
W: 34
D:10,8,5
S: 3
M: 12
T: 13
Bomb:2/1/11
Sep: 3/2/11
WAW Filed: 4/1/11
MC: 3/11-5/11
Pre-trial: 8/30/11