My kids will be staying with me until the hearing in September. This is huge for me.
I have a wide array of emotions. Honestly, I'm sad more than I am happy. Sad that it has come to this. Sad to see my family torn apart. Sad because of the ugliness. Sad that my W and I couldn't work things out. Sad for all the hurt, especially any hurt that I have caused or may cause.
I'm happy to be able to keep my kids until the hearing. I'm happy that I will be able to take my boy to school when he begins kindergarten. I'm happy that I will be able to protect for awhile longer.
It still does not feel right though.
The prayers were answered. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Yes, I wish the prayers to keep my M intact were answered, however this ordeal has made me a better person. Someday the W and I might be able to put this thing back together. Only time will tell and only the man upstairs knows.
If not, I will do what I feel is best for me and my kids. I will be okay.
As I go along on the rest of this difficult journey, I will keep you all posted. I thank God for finding this site and the great people associated with it.
Thank you, LITB
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
