Another night that I could hardly sleep. Sleeping pills just aren't strong enough it don't seem. Got up several hours ago,pulled my hair back and took the dogs for a walk at the park. Little fatties need to lose some weight! My big boy was huffing and puffing before we got to the first curve lol So I stood at the pond in the park for a few minutes and let him catch his breathe and watched the turtles and ducks. Came home and someone I used to work with text me that her live in boyfriend has gall stone and that his gall is diseased? has to be removed. Tired of getting knots in my stomach. Kind of come and go.
BIL called to update me on his situation. Saying he doesn't anticipate his wife moving back in anytime soon but he found another roommate to help out him and my wife with their rent. He said they are on the verge of getting kicked out of their duplex but with a 3rd roommate to help out he's hoping his landlord will allow them a little more time. They are supposed to be moved out by the 3rd otherwise. He then told me that my wife removed her facebook "married" status. I told him I don't need all the updates like that right now and just want to focus on myself. I have enough to deal with right now like figuring out how to pay my rent this month since my wife left me in quite the predicament.
I go here in a little bit for another interview and take a forklift certification test which will open up more jobs to me hopefully.
Told my mom I would come over at some point today. My dad is wanting to see me. His health and mind are declining so fast that I can hardly recognize him anymore. We used to have long serious talks about things and now his mind is gone enough that we can only have short simple talks. it's depressing really.
