74 Days - Who Knows?

[Denver_2010]

PS
Did everyone else take amnesia pills?

Remember that Denver has some things to prove to HER...

SHE has to learn to trust HIM too....

and all this crazy making headwork is just dangerous.


Good grief Denver, you were praying for a chance. Remember how much it sukked that she wasn't with you??

You thought you and she were DONE less than a month ago!!


Then you get the miracle you so wanted. The concept of reconciliation is more than a mere concept now. OMG...


And We all said "Be cautious!! Don't rush things!"
You said "good point"...

SHE came up with a one month "time for ourselves" proposal, which was healthy. You agreed.


SHE chooses to give you her itinerary...a new thing for her. And

this was your chance to show her that you are different and your changes are real....

so what do you do?


You pine and whine & obsess with duress, about whether she's telling you the truth and how you can check on her and blah blah blah

= YOU ARE BLOWING IT!!!

GET OFF THE LEDGE DENVER...


What exactly are YOU showing HER with this nonsense?

Well, I'm showing her very little of what I am posting here 25. I'm sure that Faith and Starsky are right that she has some 6th sense that picks up on some of it. But I'm not outwardly showing it.

I don't feel that she owes me anything at this point, bc we are separated... but I am owed the truth.

I can't confirm that she is being honest... I realize that... I just have to put my trust in her...

And put my trust in all of you to talk me off the ledge (again) if i get burned!