Oops- I see I quoted that wrong. Yes its the actions for sure. THe things hes says change from one day to the next.

I could never be like OW. She is everything I am not. Maybe that is why he is attracted to her. I don't know. With that said, I don't want to be her either. I wouldnt ever want to be in the position either of them are in. I can look at myself in the mirror every morning.

I am angry today. Angry at what my kids are experiencing. Angry I have to hold the family together while he is out living it up. My poor kids.

Why can't they just get the pain out? Talk to someone.

I am venting. It has been a long day.
But, day three with NC! Yeah me! Pathetic I know.
Thanks for the reply