brooklyn and grace............always a comfort to hear from you both...i hope you know that
it truly is
yes, just call me snoopy...so awful and i got what i deserved
we don't have as much communication as we did a few months ago i have stopped going to dinner with him and my son when he wants to take our son out
he is on the road for pretty much the whole summer
i am trying to prepare myself for the changes that will happen once is is done
i am certain that he will file
in fact i'm sure of it
i am considering moving in with my parents and letting him buy me out of our home
my parents are ill and could use the help i guess in a way, this will stunt me.......but my son will be able to stay in the same elementary school and i don't know how many changes he would be able to deal with
i am better than i was after first reading the texts....which i know i shouldn't have done..........but really, phone right there...him away............i guess i knew i would find something
last time tho
i know that
in a way, i am glad he is starting to do these things,,and this might be skewed thinking, but i know he has to go down this path
because i guess i hope in my heart that he might see that this is not what he wants
but then again, strippers and college aged girls could be just what he might have been needing (i know that sounds snarky and i have nothing against either one)
but i guess it is possible that he will be happier
or not ha!
and yes of course, i know i cannot sit around and wait for that possibility
i have booked a trip to hawaii with my charity in august
