4 months........

[Redo]

DG, sorry you are hurting. Milestone days like these can hurt.

The way i am dealing with these things. I told myself that i'll consider this year in my life as a 'no count'. Means that anything that happens in this year, I'll flush it down my memory lane.
Who knows, next year maybe better. Then rather than dwelling on all the bad stuff that happened this year, I can enjoy what good i'd have going then.