journaling..

I got another job interview today here shortly. I think after it I'm going to go to the park for a jog and maybe get a haircut. Shaved my beard off this morning as well. gees do I look weird now lol

I didn't sleep very well last night between thinking about some of the things I did wrong in our marriage and then of course my dog was snoring so loudly I finally just kicked him out of the room about 2:30am. That's what I get for not taking any sleeping pills last night.

It's all one day at a time. I am going to do the LRT. I am going to find a life. Even though I really want to be with her I need to start actually working on myself and looking at my own future instead of "our" future. which if I'm lucky it will be with her but either way I got to be prepared.