Denver, I know you are right. I know that I have to 'feel' each of the emotions as they come along, so rather than trying to suppress the negative feelings, I let them come over me knowing they will not last forever.
I think right now I'm in a feedback loop. Still coughing and sick, sleeping poorly, so this is affecting my moods. The moods are also affecting my sleep. Sometimes it's hard to break this cycle. Eventually I'll crash and get a full night sleep.
Our department is having a reorganization meeting at 2pm today. The assumption is that no one is losing their jobs, just shuffling departments around. If anyone *was* to be cut, well, I'm lowest on the totem pole. Something else to look forward to today
In the obligatory good news department, SD can't get in to see an eye dr until Friday, but she did find her glasses, so she can at least see until then (she's practically blind). She also sent a picture of her and her new puppy and it was so cute. It was a nice thing to (attempt to) fall asleep to last night.
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011