I won't beat you up by being honest. I used this site a lot to get those emotions out and took a few 2-by-4's for being honest.
Where do you think those feelings of the A being your fault comes from?
In my case, I finally figured out my anger at XW comes from fear that I won't find someone to love me, that the childhood taunts I heard of being ugly and unlovable are true.
That saying "sticks and stones may break your bones but names will never hurt you" is way, way off. Names hurt forever.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
