I went over there and I did apologize. She didn't really have anything to say to it she just said "mmhmm" and then talked about the divorce. yes talking about the divorce was painful but I fully believe I needed to let her know that.
She doesn't realize I'm willing to fight for this marriage and now I know what I did wrong and I'm not sitting here wallowing in self pity. Am I sad? Yes I am but I understand.