What the heck? He's requesting the cat litter box? Oh my! That's about as good as my xh wanting the plastic Easter Egg. Okay, I can't stop laughing...they are all just plain mental and the Mother Ship needs to keep them all for a while longer.
Hang in there!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
