4 months........

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I am on a downward spiral today. Just a very, very bad day.

I want to stop hurting! I want to stop feeling like I have a dagger in my chest.

I am angry at my H for not acknowledging my kids on father's day, kids he said he loved like his own. B.S. I'm mad he promised me forever and I guess forever only lasts 5 years in my world.
And I'm angry because I was SO. F*CKING stupid and didn't realize what it is that I had.