74 Days - Who Knows?

[Denver_2010]

Denver..Denver...Denver!

I understand the trust issues.......but to me it reads as a control issue.

In a way, I know that it is. But I also feel that it is my subconscious trying to protect myself from being hurt and taken advantage of. I've NEVER NOT trusted my W. This is a new emotion that I've never dealt with before with her.

Your going to drive yourself crazy.

Quote " I'm emotionally exhausted and paranoid," unquote.
I think your mind is playing tricks on you.

I realize that, most likely, this is all that is happening. And yes, I feel like I am driving myself to the loony house.

Denver..Denver...Denver!

I understand the trust issues.......but to me it reads as a control issue.

In a way, I know that it is. But I also feel that it is my subconscious trying to protect myself from being hurt and taken advantage of. I've NEVER NOT trusted my W. This is a new emotion that I've never dealt with before with her.

So what does Denver have planned.besides worrying and fretting?

I dont mean to sound harsh.....
But your focus should be on you, becoming the best Denver that U can. And get some rest!!

Sunny

You don't sound harsh at all. You are right. I don't have much planned. I'm doing my best to get some work done. Other than that, I'd be lying if I didn't admit that I am basically just trying to get through the rest of June.

With that being said, I am going to the gym daily and I am sure that I will go out with some buddies on either Friday or Saturday night. My daughter arrives for her visit on July 1st and then SS returns home from visiting his dad on July 2nd.

I expect that W and I will see each other quite a bit after that.