Even with all of this... I find myself wanting to contact her to confirm... and even drive by her place. I haven't done any of this, but I am very paranoid.
...I wondered if that was to throw me off.
... I wondered if W put her friend up to posting that to throw me off.
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But last week got me hooked like an addict again.
Yup. FAR from the best place to be.
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She even offered to forward me an email from her boss about her show Sunday night bc she thought that I didn't believe that she really had that show. I told her that was not the case and that she didn't need to send it to me.
Instead of telling her something that isn't true. Thank her for understanding.
You don't trust her right now...despite your desire too, and saying so doesn't make it true.
Since I am a proponent of verifying trust. I am not going to say don't verify.
I am going to warn you from experience of going overboard. Because, when that happens, you will keep looking until you find something that confirms your suspicisons. No matter how flimsy it is.
Example?
Drive by her house, and no OM truck...then widening your search to the next 5 blocks, seeing a truck that could be his in front of someones house...That biotch!
Fine line where you're the crazy one.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
