It matters to me, but how real is it. Lately no one is close enough to see it. Lately no one is in the woods to hear the noise. Someday maybe; until then I practice and change.
But, you know, JS. Does it not feel good to have control of yourself? I know that I am much happier being in control of my anger. I cannot remember when last I had an anger rage ... years. But, I still think about it, and feel embarrassed at my behaviour. I learn from the past, live in the present, and hope in the future for better things to come, whatever it may be.
Others will notice the changes you are making. Being a more centred human being attracts people.
Take care.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
