74 Days - Who Knows?

[Denver_2010]

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I meant to add that I am having some trust issues right now. W knows that I am paranoid about what she is doing and where she is going. Not because I have said anything... but she either senses it or just expects it based on everything. She even offered to forward me an email from her boss about her show Sunday night bc she thought that I didn't believe that she really had that show. I told her that was not the case and that she didn't need to send it to me.

W was also very deliberate in spelling out her plans for every day from now through the end of June. She did this by saying how busy her next couple of weeks are and then going through everything that she has going on.

Even with all of this... I find myself wanting to contact her to confirm... and even drive by her place. I haven't done any of this, but I am very paranoid.

She went to an open mic show at a wine bar on Tuesday night ... posted her status on FB that she was there listening to music. I wondered if that was to throw me off.

She had plans to go to dinner with a girlfriend last night... her friend had posted on FB a few days earlier that she would see W on Tuesday night. I wondered if W put her friend up to posting that to throw me off.

I THINK that this is my mind playing tricks with me... but it has really bothered me the past couple of days.

Not sure how to change this.

Denver