I find myself in a wide range of emotions but mostly sadness trying to figure out how we've gotten to this point. Her reasons for wanting a divorce just don't make sense to me. Started off she was saying she wanted space but no separation or divorce. 4 days later comes home wants to separate and 95% sure she wants a divorce. 4 more days pass and she knows without doubt she wants a divorce.
Upon hearing she wants to separate her reasoning was she misses the single life and not having the responsibility of marriage. when announcing she wants a divorce her reasons had changed to that she needs to know she can be independent and stand on her own two feet. How is she standing on her own two feet when she lives with her brother? Two entirely different reasons all in a matter of days.
How quickly she decided she wants a divorce is baffling as well. All in a matter of 8 days from space no separation to moved out and no doubt wants a divorce. Just doesn't make sense at all. Guess she's enjoying staying out all night at whoever's house. She told me once that she was staying at a friend's near her job when I had text her needing something of mine she had forgotten to give back...I have my doubts though
Today makes 5 days since she officially moved out and this place no longer feels like a home as much as a reminder of my failures.
Claims I'm her best friend and that she will always love me but I feel like they are just words she's saying to try to comfort me when she's tossing me off to the side to rot.
She's planning on filing the divorce online next month. I don't feel that I have time to change her mind on this.
