Dark Side of the Moon

[LearningPatience]

Morning sunny,
still wake myself up coughing in the night, and a slight sinus headache, but not feeling too bad otherwise. I'm going to see if I can run tonight, it's been so long.

Got another call from SD around 8am (6 her time). She has a corneal ulcer in one eye and thinks she might have one in the other (she leaves her contacts in way too long). Her grandparents are driving her back to her apt (western CO) and she wanted me to find ophthalmologists in her area. This time, just sent list to her, as I'm not sure she told her M what was going on.

Speaking of W, I think I was having dreams about her as I was falling asleep last night. I was tossing and turning, so I don't know if they were good dreams or not.

I've also noticed that 1st W has been lingering when she comes to pick up the boys. I feel like there's a bit of attraction between us and I do have fleeting thoughts of her from time to time. But, I recognize that getting involved with her in *any* way would be a mistake, at least while I'm trying to DB with current W. I have enough drama in my life, I don't welcome more